Be in the world, but not of it.
may 16 sat, 2009,
Be in the world but not of it, live with man, but dun adapt their vices, reality is nothing but a figment of your imagination, thats why nothing is impossible. its the fact. The only difference you see in others but not yourself, is the way you are brought up. Sat was not so ok, initially didnt want to go to church , i only went because of 2 reason, 1 . i got livefeed, 2 lai lai was going, ( i tout fan fan going ) ==', i had a family outing but i told them i was on life feed. so yea, got there late, like 11.00? when i was suppose to be there by 10.30. Then got started, everything lor, was trying to enjoy myself but only to get scolding, then zone f started went to settle down, started service, yue yue called me, turnedd back , saw lai lai beside her, she was doing the twist, so i wink -.^, LOLS then service started, then ended, lols lynette preach, then main service was bad. i tried to endure the tiredness and the pain irecting from my palm, fall asleep thrice, my heart wasnt in the service at all, it was with lai lai they all, zone f, Hated life feed.... so tiring. FACE IT, im a lazy ass, and i just want to be that way, had debrief at 9==''. kanna scolding, cause i fall asleep and soo yee was going about how good our pastor is, in my mind, a million things are running like,, pastors are also human,its almost inhumane of me to say that but lets face it, that was how i felt, people gets tired, and then she goes about saying how tired everyone is, i was thinking again, im only 14, wat do ue expect='' finish debrief join isaac for dinner, i watch him eat, then we left, on the bus with wei chao and gangs hahas, great company, then was in the bus for 1 hour then reach home. ate dinner and was at the comp, Stupid... why? no reason... just that it reminds me of animal farm..snowball hahas, i really starting to hate the people in church, its liek everything is a charade, the game charade. message passed down gets mixed up somehow, message pass down from pastors , if ue get a photo of the *OLD*( they call it this way ) zone f photo, and if ue take a pen a cross out whoever leaves, more then half of it left, wats the point of saving 1 soul by 1 soul, if we can't even save 1 of our own kind, isn't that wats all about? saving 1 soul by 1 soul, including our own... i have no idea hows it beem....
Be in the world but not of it, live with man, but dun adapt their vices, reality is nothing but a figment of your imagination, thats why nothing is impossible. its the fact. The only difference you see in others but not yourself, is the way you are brought up. Sat was not so ok, initially didnt want to go to church , i only went because of 2 reason, 1 . i got livefeed, 2 lai lai was going, ( i tout fan fan going ) ==', i had a family outing but i told them i was on life feed. so yea, got there late, like 11.00? when i was suppose to be there by 10.30. Then got started, everything lor, was trying to enjoy myself but only to get scolding, then zone f started went to settle down, started service, yue yue called me, turnedd back , saw lai lai beside her, she was doing the twist, so i wink -.^, LOLS then service started, then ended, lols lynette preach, then main service was bad. i tried to endure the tiredness and the pain irecting from my palm, fall asleep thrice, my heart wasnt in the service at all, it was with lai lai they all, zone f, Hated life feed.... so tiring. FACE IT, im a lazy ass, and i just want to be that way, had debrief at 9==''. kanna scolding, cause i fall asleep and soo yee was going about how good our pastor is, in my mind, a million things are running like,, pastors are also human,its almost inhumane of me to say that but lets face it, that was how i felt, people gets tired, and then she goes about saying how tired everyone is, i was thinking again, im only 14, wat do ue expect='' finish debrief join isaac for dinner, i watch him eat, then we left, on the bus with wei chao and gangs hahas, great company, then was in the bus for 1 hour then reach home. ate dinner and was at the comp, Stupid... why? no reason... just that it reminds me of animal farm..snowball hahas, i really starting to hate the people in church, its liek everything is a charade, the game charade. message passed down gets mixed up somehow, message pass down from pastors , if ue get a photo of the *OLD*( they call it this way ) zone f photo, and if ue take a pen a cross out whoever leaves, more then half of it left, wats the point of saving 1 soul by 1 soul, if we can't even save 1 of our own kind, isn't that wats all about? saving 1 soul by 1 soul, including our own... i have no idea hows it beem....
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