to my love ones~
tuesday 2 september 2008,
ya woke up unsober again, head hurts and yea im fine its normal, hahas life was boring as usual i spending the 3 days at my cousin's house and yea i tell you any cousin or friends of bryan are cool and awesome and thats not all his family and spiritual families are just the best,ya i beginning to save back the money for building fund so i try all sorts of funny methods to get it back ( that includeS Project Bsquares) the both bernard goldmine hahas , ya i was just joking, haha my 2nd day here and ya i just got to tell you ah mah is such a wonderful and great woman sia, she is just so awesome i got here was greeted by my wonderful ah mah and my just grew alot of weight cousin, hikaru his 10, but ya i can cope with him, and of coz i saw one of my favourite cousin Elton Ang, his 5 and ya i miss him lots apparently he loves me lots! among the 3 of us, Me,Hikaru and Genie, elton loves me the best and often sticks to me, haha although he known genie and hikaru longer then he knew me,see i told ue all liao ( i am a child magnet) my ah mah is just so wonderful, i tell ue why , i heard from ah mah hikaru got 50 dollars from ah kim( elton's mother ) because she struck lottery, lucky her,then horhs is like ah mah say hikaru and elton most of the times buey gan( cannot play together ) haha so ya lorhs i said wah 50 dollars , hikaru you cannot help look after elton mehs? 50 dollars lehs, you give me 20 dollars i will do liao, haha this is where the miracle happens ah mah generously said dun worry bryan later i give ue 20 dollars i was like OMG I WAS ONLY KIDDING but i said ok ( haha so ya i guess the 5 dollars i put in the offering that last 5 dollars in my wallet was worth it though) what you give to god multiplies back to you, haha so ya, i took care of elton and ya i got my 20, his just one of my favourites,then i went to eat, i tell ue out of my 3 ahmahs 2 of my ah mahs got killing culinariy skills, haha ya elton went out wif his father, and my cousin( genie ) came back from her class party, Haha she's also one of my favourite the 4 of us seems to get along very well nowadays, haha ya went to sleep, she is super scared of being tickle so ya slept outside and was awoken early in the morning and was ask by my beloved ah gong to go sleep in the room with air con! YAY, haha he has to goes to work and ya ah mah said this before i went to sleep that nite that makes me laugh she said your ah gong, snores so loud, chinese so lousy,so fat and got lousy attitude who would marry him, so ya i laugh and i was just in a daze for a while and thought it was his kindness and cheerfulself along wif his charismah that attracts you, so ya, hahas woke up the next morning, as usual my cousin hikaru is the early bird follow by me then ya the pig genie hahas stayed in cause raining and ya my beloved cousin elton is here to stay until his parents comes and picks him up at night, ya hikaru and elton pissed genie off i feel so bad for her being forced to do something that she doesnt want to, they wanted her to play monopoly wif them and she dun wan coz she dunnoe how, that was where i was drag in, ah mah came and said, BRYAN can play wif elton why ue cannot, as usual hikaru extra BRYAN yesterday jus learn how to play wat, why ue cannot learn, Bryan can play wif elton why ue cannot ( the second time ) then she said, your mother was rite, can study so wat, not fillial, at that moment i feel so bad for her, my heart just aches, i understand how she felt, i often felt that at home, as i was the oldest of me and my sis, and becoz i grew up in a family that requires me to be independet i was often compared wif A's students, and to my family i was considered pampered, i mean ya im pampered, but not super, i try everytime to change but changing just don't happen in a period of times, sometimes i jus felt like giving up and that was when people who was dearly to me picks me up, and ya ever since i was compared wif A's students, i grew hatred in them , becoz i am the most popular guy in sku, i have lots of A's friends but some that are super obessed with taking my role as most popular kid in sku, i would K them, and ya i did, bringing me enemies everytime, so ya, im famous and infamous for rite and wrong reason, but im dropping the habbit some express students are super obsessed of knowing me, haha sometimes i dun even noe their name and they jus go like hi bryan! then i jus hi lorhs, dhen i would always turn to my side and ask wei jie, Eh who is that fella who said hi arhs? haha so typical of me, ya back to the point , elton sister falled asleep, and ya im stuck wif my irratatin cousin hikaru and elton. hahas while my not saying what type of cousin genie is outside playing habbo, ya the both of them are into it recently, i just tried and for like 25~30 secs and i gave up , ya i called lots of people to day and ask them if they are free to go for heart fest, but was discourage as majority of them couldn't go, so sad and worst hikaru go ask ah mah but was rejected, so i took a bigger step in faith and ask genie, and she said mus ask ah mah, so its like10% so i said okies... hahas ya then she went in for tution , while i eat and ya ah mah's cooking wooohooo lols ya i felt like a pig so full, haha i am a pig, a cute wan too, lols jus joking, so ya went to view i saw aunties and uncles blog which i was so moved i almost teared i mean i did but its just 1 teardrop, i didnt realise how pampered i was, even though some people is super pampered like elton, his 5, got laptop, got psp, ps 2, ps3, walao all the tings a kid could wan, but i got the greatest gift of all, freedom, someting money cant buy, i was so pampered and looking back life isnt exactly a kid would wan but its wat i got, so i got to cherish it, so ya i just wan to tell ue, FAT AH PIU BERNARD LEE TIEN LONG, and chao AH Lian Chantel lee, thank you, i know i wasnt the child ue always wanted, infact i was nothing but an accident, and i wil never forget tat day where ue told me my mother was planning of aborting me and wanted to go to jail instead but it was you that brought me to life, so ya on behalf of all people who knows the great me, thank you, haha looking back i know mother didnt have the choice, she was still a young gal, and she wants to enjoy life, life as a 17 is just so amazing,but she gave it all up just so the greatest kid in the world would be born, ya so i kicking the habit of scoldoing vulgarities and pollutin my mind wif it, my cousin ( genie ) is trying to be bitchy again, a typical express kia, im trying to ignore her bitchness,and i just remember the song hosanah,
heal my heart and make it clean,
open up my eyes to the things unseen
show me how to love like you have loved me,
break my heart for wat breaks yours,
everything i am for ur kingdoms cause
as i walk from earth into, eternity
people often begin to cherish it after they lost it, people like hikaru should cherish his small but fat dribbling ugly fatts, before it turns fat and big, i also hope my dear cousin genie would lose all her pimples and ya all her dreams comes through, to daryl i hope ue stop flirting coz ure not bryan, no la jk, and i hope to take a bigger step in faith and to my friends take cares hahas lurves and faith to all, just now i type this like3~4 times then my cousin keep spamming the key then keep erasing it again lorhs so i hat to write all over again.
ya woke up unsober again, head hurts and yea im fine its normal, hahas life was boring as usual i spending the 3 days at my cousin's house and yea i tell you any cousin or friends of bryan are cool and awesome and thats not all his family and spiritual families are just the best,ya i beginning to save back the money for building fund so i try all sorts of funny methods to get it back ( that includeS Project Bsquares) the both bernard goldmine hahas , ya i was just joking, haha my 2nd day here and ya i just got to tell you ah mah is such a wonderful and great woman sia, she is just so awesome i got here was greeted by my wonderful ah mah and my just grew alot of weight cousin, hikaru his 10, but ya i can cope with him, and of coz i saw one of my favourite cousin Elton Ang, his 5 and ya i miss him lots apparently he loves me lots! among the 3 of us, Me,Hikaru and Genie, elton loves me the best and often sticks to me, haha although he known genie and hikaru longer then he knew me,see i told ue all liao ( i am a child magnet) my ah mah is just so wonderful, i tell ue why , i heard from ah mah hikaru got 50 dollars from ah kim( elton's mother ) because she struck lottery, lucky her,then horhs is like ah mah say hikaru and elton most of the times buey gan( cannot play together ) haha so ya lorhs i said wah 50 dollars , hikaru you cannot help look after elton mehs? 50 dollars lehs, you give me 20 dollars i will do liao, haha this is where the miracle happens ah mah generously said dun worry bryan later i give ue 20 dollars i was like OMG I WAS ONLY KIDDING but i said ok ( haha so ya i guess the 5 dollars i put in the offering that last 5 dollars in my wallet was worth it though) what you give to god multiplies back to you, haha so ya, i took care of elton and ya i got my 20, his just one of my favourites,then i went to eat, i tell ue out of my 3 ahmahs 2 of my ah mahs got killing culinariy skills, haha ya elton went out wif his father, and my cousin( genie ) came back from her class party, Haha she's also one of my favourite the 4 of us seems to get along very well nowadays, haha ya went to sleep, she is super scared of being tickle so ya slept outside and was awoken early in the morning and was ask by my beloved ah gong to go sleep in the room with air con! YAY, haha he has to goes to work and ya ah mah said this before i went to sleep that nite that makes me laugh she said your ah gong, snores so loud, chinese so lousy,so fat and got lousy attitude who would marry him, so ya i laugh and i was just in a daze for a while and thought it was his kindness and cheerfulself along wif his charismah that attracts you, so ya, hahas woke up the next morning, as usual my cousin hikaru is the early bird follow by me then ya the pig genie hahas stayed in cause raining and ya my beloved cousin elton is here to stay until his parents comes and picks him up at night, ya hikaru and elton pissed genie off i feel so bad for her being forced to do something that she doesnt want to, they wanted her to play monopoly wif them and she dun wan coz she dunnoe how, that was where i was drag in, ah mah came and said, BRYAN can play wif elton why ue cannot, as usual hikaru extra BRYAN yesterday jus learn how to play wat, why ue cannot learn, Bryan can play wif elton why ue cannot ( the second time ) then she said, your mother was rite, can study so wat, not fillial, at that moment i feel so bad for her, my heart just aches, i understand how she felt, i often felt that at home, as i was the oldest of me and my sis, and becoz i grew up in a family that requires me to be independet i was often compared wif A's students, and to my family i was considered pampered, i mean ya im pampered, but not super, i try everytime to change but changing just don't happen in a period of times, sometimes i jus felt like giving up and that was when people who was dearly to me picks me up, and ya ever since i was compared wif A's students, i grew hatred in them , becoz i am the most popular guy in sku, i have lots of A's friends but some that are super obessed with taking my role as most popular kid in sku, i would K them, and ya i did, bringing me enemies everytime, so ya, im famous and infamous for rite and wrong reason, but im dropping the habbit some express students are super obsessed of knowing me, haha sometimes i dun even noe their name and they jus go like hi bryan! then i jus hi lorhs, dhen i would always turn to my side and ask wei jie, Eh who is that fella who said hi arhs? haha so typical of me, ya back to the point , elton sister falled asleep, and ya im stuck wif my irratatin cousin hikaru and elton. hahas while my not saying what type of cousin genie is outside playing habbo, ya the both of them are into it recently, i just tried and for like 25~30 secs and i gave up , ya i called lots of people to day and ask them if they are free to go for heart fest, but was discourage as majority of them couldn't go, so sad and worst hikaru go ask ah mah but was rejected, so i took a bigger step in faith and ask genie, and she said mus ask ah mah, so its like10% so i said okies... hahas ya then she went in for tution , while i eat and ya ah mah's cooking wooohooo lols ya i felt like a pig so full, haha i am a pig, a cute wan too, lols jus joking, so ya went to view i saw aunties and uncles blog which i was so moved i almost teared i mean i did but its just 1 teardrop, i didnt realise how pampered i was, even though some people is super pampered like elton, his 5, got laptop, got psp, ps 2, ps3, walao all the tings a kid could wan, but i got the greatest gift of all, freedom, someting money cant buy, i was so pampered and looking back life isnt exactly a kid would wan but its wat i got, so i got to cherish it, so ya i just wan to tell ue, FAT AH PIU BERNARD LEE TIEN LONG, and chao AH Lian Chantel lee, thank you, i know i wasnt the child ue always wanted, infact i was nothing but an accident, and i wil never forget tat day where ue told me my mother was planning of aborting me and wanted to go to jail instead but it was you that brought me to life, so ya on behalf of all people who knows the great me, thank you, haha looking back i know mother didnt have the choice, she was still a young gal, and she wants to enjoy life, life as a 17 is just so amazing,but she gave it all up just so the greatest kid in the world would be born, ya so i kicking the habit of scoldoing vulgarities and pollutin my mind wif it, my cousin ( genie ) is trying to be bitchy again, a typical express kia, im trying to ignore her bitchness,and i just remember the song hosanah,
heal my heart and make it clean,
open up my eyes to the things unseen
show me how to love like you have loved me,
break my heart for wat breaks yours,
everything i am for ur kingdoms cause
as i walk from earth into, eternity
people often begin to cherish it after they lost it, people like hikaru should cherish his small but fat dribbling ugly fatts, before it turns fat and big, i also hope my dear cousin genie would lose all her pimples and ya all her dreams comes through, to daryl i hope ue stop flirting coz ure not bryan, no la jk, and i hope to take a bigger step in faith and to my friends take cares hahas lurves and faith to all, just now i type this like3~4 times then my cousin keep spamming the key then keep erasing it again lorhs so i hat to write all over again.
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