Stories are written on books, Poems are written on paper, my life is written on lies.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

think..sometimes we cant have wat we wan.

thursday september 11 2008,

sometimes in life we always wans wat is best for us, we don't mind losing a friend, but in fact i understand those people who prefer to work solo, they have 1, either be hurt or backstab by a friend before, 2, he thinks friends are jus a drag and a waste of time, 3, he tinks he's the best no one can beat him,haha i would fall for catergory one, nowadays all my friends pangseh me, although i would NEVER pangseh anyone, i only hang on now becoz there is jus this special few in church that brought me back straight up, back to my sense, shakesphere wans said:" to be, or not to be, thats a question." its has became my favourite sentence, to be someone or not to be someone that is a question. in life we have lots of questions however,no answers. today was just so boring, i got scolded thanks to my horrible cousin, and ya i said they were nice, they are just another stupid bunch hiding behind the sentence, to be or not to be angry wif them, that is a question, sigh, got scolding though, who cares, life is full of unjusticeness, but thats wat kept us going. To people WHO REALLY KNOW ME, i mean really, they would understand wat type of character i have, yesterday went back to church, had cg, then studied then prayer meeting then home, today getting my FIRST follow-up. man life is hard. winston churchill wan said" Mens two greatest day is the day that they were born and the day they find out why they are born." hahas life, life, life sometimes we wan alot of tings, but cant have them, usually if ue wan sometimes, ue need faith and patience, if you lose faith, ue will be impatient, if ue lose patience ue will have no faith, that is the philosphy of wanting something to hapen or wantin sometin. ya heard ivan going to the army liao, like tat means, botak,when ue mention army, 65% of the people who are all middle~old age peoplewill say, u sure die, wat ue weak all this sorts of things, 35% who are children~teenagers will say " WALAO MY PLAY TIME AND MY HAIR!!! " i can imagine ivan wif no hair liao super funny! hahas. i tink i go sku le, byes!