I didn't lie.

Touching right? this video when i first saw it doesn't impact me very much but after awhile it did, life is being fair, by being equally unfair to everyone. tears? who don't have them? Cried? who didn't... the world? why talk about it when we are only a small continent? because we want to aim big. Started to work, it can take alot of problems off my life, AH Qiang, this guy from my workplace is very nice, his my personal trainee hahas, he was shocked to hear me say im single for 2 years, well the truth is i told him, il be left on the bookshelves, nobody ever believes im single or i have been single for 2 years or il be left on the bookshelves,i lost hope in pratially 9/10 of the woman around me or in the world. the other 1/10 are my parents and their friends, i have been thinking alot, like i realise all my life i have been a failure, i only achieved when im p5 and p6, i have failed in many areas, My mother is in her deepest and darkest moment of her life, i failed to be there for her, my parents getting divorced again, i failed to stop it from happening, its not my fault, but if only i tried to bring the family more together,it might be different, i failed to bring up my sister properly, i failed to treat people around me better, i don't have the courage to tell the girl i like i like her because we are not of the age and she is 99% gonna reject me, and a whole load more stuffs,am i gonna die this way? i can't man... its not right... i am a person who is easily forgotten, sometimes i wonder, am i being too nice to my friends? when they need help or some1 there for them,somehow il pop out of nowhere knowing they need help, and help them, but when i need help or just some1 there for me.... the road is empty, everywhere around me is so quiet, typical singaporeans. i gotta be strong bryan, even if your alone, God is with ue, ur family is with ue...


BryanDeFaust.