Stories are written on books, Poems are written on paper, my life is written on lies.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Forgotten and Remebered...

Wednesday April 23rd 2008,

Time to be forgetten ... nowadays i stared out my window.... looking into the bloomless sky, searching for an answer yet to my anvail..... i never had it... everyday i live for no purpose i want answers, answers to why all my SO CALLED BEST FRIENDS AND FRIENDS ARE BACKSTABBING ME! I test them out 1 by 1 and 1 by 1 without realising they are being test, they walk straight into the trap, none of them past the test... none... I recently tested someone, someone who is as good as wei hao can be but better except they both would sacrifice anything for the girl they loved, even if it means their closest friend... i was a victim... From that day on i trust no one except god, music, and someone... Expecting to be scolded by tr mae-ann yesterday, not saying why, i actually didn't... amazed but i want answers and now i have only 3 reasons to live for i will DO ANYTHING TO GET ANSWERS TO MY QUESTIONS FROM NOW ON....... I WILL CHANGE AND I DON"T INTEND TO COME BACK, I HAVE FINALLY COME BACK TO MY SENSES, KNOWING THE UNIVERSAL TRUTH AND THAT IS TO TRUST NO ONE BUT YOURSELF AND GOD! I INTEND TO MAKE MY CHANGE....... A PERNAMENT ONE......................BeWaRe You might be next......

If that day comes back.... will i embrace it as the old me? or the new me?