april 12 sunday, 2009.
hey peeps, im still sexy and fine as ever. much happen though, good friday, i gave a visit to kirk's church a miss, after all i do not belong there and i have my life to live, so yea i spent it in church, could roughly have a vafue memory of it though, fun, then it really was plain boring though, went home, then im alone at home as usual finding stuff to kill time till i fall asleep and eventually i did, the next i reported to church at 11.45, but service is at 5, well i was on understudy for livefeed that very day, lols sexy, learn alot of stuffs, hahas in short 15mins, well then few hours later, service was on, Dance ministry was certainly Fantabulous! the music at the veh beginnin caught my attention theres this line de de de de LIGHTS, then light shone behind them, its simply amazing, we panic, cause nelson black out, because of his headset, too tight, and we were all panicking, sylvia replace him, well had dinner after service downstairs and yea head bac to church for debrief, then i went to roam around church and soon i left with isaac and brandon, it was last min but i ask brandon why ue going take 154 with us? he said well im going isaac's house, so i tag along and we both stayed over, enventually we fell asleep then we went to had PRATA!!! at isaac's house the very next morning then we tried EVERYTHING as in all the style we learn from GXT, lols, Standard, double happiness, popiah style, Sweet nothing, and of cause to end everyhing the 3 of us did the VOLCANO!!! OK, that's right! hahas, then we head home, i reached home fall asleep on my bed, woke up 15mins later, dragged my feet to the living room on tv, found out no shows, drag my feet back into the room and slept, the i woke up at 6, yea, head to the com, sunday is bloody hell boring, nothin "exciting or fun to do" its like i have no life, reason i add in the "exciting or fun to do " part? if i said i have nothing to do, my uncle will say i have tons to do, clear up my room, which i will one of this days, when im not forcing my self, i dun like to do things forcing myself, that way il have a BU GAN YUAN FACE UE NOE? FACE BLACK BLACK BIN CAO CAO. then i damn hungry, its like 7 and yea im hungry and the bloody fact is tat i dun get money on sunday because im not suppose to go out., so yea, so i decided to wait till 8 and im bloody hungry liao i never eat lunch ,so i went to him and ask him for money for dinner, and ue noe wat he bloody hell said? so ue not joining us for dinner? i said wat dinner, we all going eat dinner, ue never tell me, ue never ask wat, ask wat? why ur friends here? oh please, so i went buy diner, better to eat a meal myself and get regular dinner better then eat with him and his friends, usually they are in their own topic and im often left out, then seeing me left out they will talk to me and that idiot as usual have noting good to say, so il be making myself sorry so why the hell would i wan to eat with him? yea came home now im here posting BORING below got photos enjoY! SEXY LOVES! they finally went to eat and the time now is 10.01, he damn ass wan, the food take 4 hours to digest, then ue ask me eat now how to sleep by 11? as in they going now, assuming the reach there by 10.30, typical singaporean slowly marhs, by 11 ue wan me sleep? tomorrow i got sku lehs, stupid . who the hell eats dinenr at this time, tell ue sumtim, EVERYONE IS STARTING TO HATE ME!!! hahas but its ok, who knows, when everyone finnaly hates me, i might leave wherever i am now, church, sku, home, it doesnt matter where il go, il go where my feets take me, il go where my heart leads me, il go.... where my memories take me, who truly understands me??? if ue tink ue do, answer 5 question
- what is my favourite fruit?
-why do i like to do, when the world turns its back on me,
- whats my motto?
-whats my dream?
-who is the most important person of my life,
i guarantee ue no wan will get more then 3, correct, hahahas THE FACT is, no one, ever knows me, help people solve problems so wat? i can even solve my own problem, WAT THE HELL DIFFERENCE DOES IT MAKE ANYWAY??? WHO AM I ??? THAT UE WILL KNOW ME FROM THE START? SET ME APART? You have given to me, more then this world can give, my purpose is found in ue. hahas pathetic right me? hahahas, friends? i don have them, the fact that there are people labelled "friends" in my life, but beneath every fact is that i do not have any friends, im just fitting myself in their lives, like i said, Stories are written in books, poems are written on paper, My life, is written on lies, stories have an ending, poems have a meaning, my life, depressing.
