Happy and contended..

monday, july 28 , 2008

today i ask myself a question i never did, preharps ue tink i abit siao ler or abit sotsot le, a broken heart can still be mend over time wif friends and family, but wat if the both criteria's not there for you? what if your family no longer love ue lyk they use to? what if everything ue once had jus disappear in one day, what if friends goes to point that they can turn back and say they no longer need you, when tat day comes, will ue be ready for it? or ue still trust them, ur friends wont be dhere for ue forever, my decision was cleared, money toks , ue can never replace ur friends wif tat however 1 in a 100 understands that true meaning of friendship, others, well they are just blinded by what they can gain... what if friends never finish what they started and ask ue to finish it, would u have the courage to finish what they started or ue just pretend it neber did happened, today my friends blame me for a accident tat happen to me, i wasnt entirely at fault but being kids i tink they will never understands, they are after all kids, never we eventually sought it out, my mei sharon dhe besT! she mY darrling Sister larrhs, haha crop up wif problem and didnt noe how to do certain things so ask her, despite being a pig, she helped me wif a little bit of complain. wa lucky guy who marrys her sia! "LUCKY GUY" lols haha, ya lor the gap between my world and that of other childrens is a big huge gap, that can never be sealed of filled..... its just there for eternity~