Love it hurts me...

June 30th, 2008

i will never love again, i just... lost the person most important to me, i think, i mean i thought.... i thought she was the only one besides han that would never hurt me, but in the end the both of them did....i, i thought i never say, i don't think i will be able to face her or reality anymore, i think its time to leave church, i thought this day will never come, i lost all the money for building fund, no jobs until nxt month , i dunnoe how to find 300 out of no where, sian la by this week got to cough it out, haiiz... everybody hurts me...