smiles, i dun need ue in my life.

feb 26, 2009, thursday,
hahas, sorry guys, havent been blogging, the internat was down until yesterday but i had no time to post yesterday, cut hair lurhhs, lols then i reach home 12+ ler, need sleep, monday and tuesday had my common test results back, ok lurhhs some, hahas i got 41.5/50 for chinese, 21/35 for geography, 20.5/25 , rest i dunnoe yet, express isnt far away, its within my grasp, somehow, i tink if i just focus i tink i can do it, well life isnt as fair as ue tink, hahas, i use to have so many best friends, now, their numbered, the wan who brought me to church left, the one who was my first leader, left too, hahas im not exactly tat strong anymore, its only a matter of time before i backslide, hahas life is amazing isnt it? a moment they tell ue everything, the next, their gone, you know now i see things in a different kind of angle, and i realise, all religion teaches the same thing, i was staring blankly at my computer screen that day, and i thought, if i as a christian, cant live happily, wat makes ue tink a free tinker would wan to scarifice his happiness to convert to a christian? i was shocked, stucked, with no answer, i smiled and said, bryan you , do ask sensible questions this days, i have no answer, no matter how many time i ans answers with questions, theres no way i can fight back, i give up often lols, well, il look forward to the next question that hit me, hahas cut hair yesterday lor, the the funny thing was my uncle and his friend ah lian, ( guy) and peter,(salon directoR) were talking, then they were damn wat lor, grown up talk, sex and everything they talked fuck sia, then peter, treat us dinner so cool hahas, then horhs he gave me ah pao, so nice right? i tink going his house to eat on monday, dunnoe lurhhs hahas see first, birthday coming, remember, dun sms me^^ i wont recieve it lols.