我睁开双眼看着空白,忘记你对我的期待.
february o4, wednesday 2009,
hahas time passes so fast, age is catching up with me, coughing badly everyday, who knows? i mights jus randomly pass away 1 day, words dun have to have a meaning, sometimes, they exist to replace emptiness, Emo people tempt to remain emo to get attention, hahas in other words, attention seeking, i seem to be further and further away from everyone else, im nowhere near them at the same time, i seem to be only a arm's length away, sometimes being alone doesn't really concern me, see i kinda got the hang of being alone, after school , when i head home, im alone, in sku i may seem to have alot of friends, but, im alone, hahas everywhere im alone, nowadays i spent recess alone, hahas today was different though, kirk and yao rong saw me eating alone and they joined me, so cool! hahas they are real nice people except for the vulgarities and smoking part, hahas well who doesnt have a past? One of this day we will live to regret it, well you know what they say, you have to taste it to understand it,
this is so singaporean, or maybe human, we never knew wat fears were until we tasted them or seen them with our bare eyes, nowadays when i stare at the laptop screen, with no idea wat to do, i will listen to music and reflect on the past, how happy i was, everything seem so ideal for me, giving it up wasnt easy, but i had to, thats reality, friends have to go 1 day, seperated, but some remain forever in ur heart and they will often randomly call or text ue, so far no one has done that to me, ok lurhhs maybe 1 or 2? my phone seems to be always full of money, its already 1 month and my phone still has like 50+ dollars, yeap i use prepaid, 2 years back, 100 seems to finish by th 20th day or 20+ day. hahas now, it takes forever to finish it, ue noe wat tat means, im beginning to slowly dissappear, yea i maybe with ue guys now or maybe ue could tink of me, maybe in 2 years, i dun mean a tink and who knows? maybe il be forgotten, to me, or to many, life seems to be a never ending book, hahas it has no ending, sometimes sadly has no happy ending. everybody can study, some people has the potential but they are VERY LAZY!, i happen to fall in that catergory, ue can call me a genius, i pick up things real fast, but only if im interested in it, otherwised i will tell myself im lazy, so... IL PASS!!!! hahas, now recess seems to be so Boring, i head to the basketball court and look at people play, well sec 2 express they play then i ask them usually if their sec 2 "express" they will reject, well they pratically suck anyways, looking at them play torture my eyes,its like 5 people under the net taking random short and for like 5 mins no ball go in, i got to admit i use to suck, every1 did, but to that level??? man i pity them, i jus got this feeling bout 93% i can take all 5 of them on, it will be like a 1 on 5 lorhs, well life seems boring without challenge, sadly the reject me when i offered the proposal of 1 v 5 hahas they seem to be mentally advanced, not physically, fashion likewise, sec 1's are getting shorter every year, this year sec 3 has no fashion sense, fashion disaster, and they are plainly short people in long pants, i manage to realise sometimes i pass them, sometime i dunn even noe they are sec 3 Lols, well, if ue ask me, THEY ARE BAD PEOPLE!!! WHO DUN LISTEN TO HEALTHY MUSIC!!! hahas, well nowadays its just pop or rock, if ue ask me how long i spent with music a day, lets calculate!
i wake up at 6.00-30,
then i leave home about 7.12,
7.12~7.30 i listen to ipod,
reach sku sing national anthem and some christian song, MUSIC
when people giving devotion,( some talk about christianity ) im memorising MUSIC
when we are dismissed to go class, i sing song and walk,
reach class sing
in class sing
recess sing and eat
after recess sing
after sku sing
hang out after sku sing
head home listen to ipod,
reach home on laptop listen to MUSIC!
until about 10, hahas MUSIC MUSIC EVERYWHERE!!!
see my life is pratically about MUSIC! a drop of a pen amuses me, anything that produce sound or music attracts me, hahas well il find something to do now, i found my best frieND! have ue?
hahas time passes so fast, age is catching up with me, coughing badly everyday, who knows? i mights jus randomly pass away 1 day, words dun have to have a meaning, sometimes, they exist to replace emptiness, Emo people tempt to remain emo to get attention, hahas in other words, attention seeking, i seem to be further and further away from everyone else, im nowhere near them at the same time, i seem to be only a arm's length away, sometimes being alone doesn't really concern me, see i kinda got the hang of being alone, after school , when i head home, im alone, in sku i may seem to have alot of friends, but, im alone, hahas everywhere im alone, nowadays i spent recess alone, hahas today was different though, kirk and yao rong saw me eating alone and they joined me, so cool! hahas they are real nice people except for the vulgarities and smoking part, hahas well who doesnt have a past? One of this day we will live to regret it, well you know what they say, you have to taste it to understand it,
this is so singaporean, or maybe human, we never knew wat fears were until we tasted them or seen them with our bare eyes, nowadays when i stare at the laptop screen, with no idea wat to do, i will listen to music and reflect on the past, how happy i was, everything seem so ideal for me, giving it up wasnt easy, but i had to, thats reality, friends have to go 1 day, seperated, but some remain forever in ur heart and they will often randomly call or text ue, so far no one has done that to me, ok lurhhs maybe 1 or 2? my phone seems to be always full of money, its already 1 month and my phone still has like 50+ dollars, yeap i use prepaid, 2 years back, 100 seems to finish by th 20th day or 20+ day. hahas now, it takes forever to finish it, ue noe wat tat means, im beginning to slowly dissappear, yea i maybe with ue guys now or maybe ue could tink of me, maybe in 2 years, i dun mean a tink and who knows? maybe il be forgotten, to me, or to many, life seems to be a never ending book, hahas it has no ending, sometimes sadly has no happy ending. everybody can study, some people has the potential but they are VERY LAZY!, i happen to fall in that catergory, ue can call me a genius, i pick up things real fast, but only if im interested in it, otherwised i will tell myself im lazy, so... IL PASS!!!! hahas, now recess seems to be so Boring, i head to the basketball court and look at people play, well sec 2 express they play then i ask them usually if their sec 2 "express" they will reject, well they pratically suck anyways, looking at them play torture my eyes,its like 5 people under the net taking random short and for like 5 mins no ball go in, i got to admit i use to suck, every1 did, but to that level??? man i pity them, i jus got this feeling bout 93% i can take all 5 of them on, it will be like a 1 on 5 lorhs, well life seems boring without challenge, sadly the reject me when i offered the proposal of 1 v 5 hahas they seem to be mentally advanced, not physically, fashion likewise, sec 1's are getting shorter every year, this year sec 3 has no fashion sense, fashion disaster, and they are plainly short people in long pants, i manage to realise sometimes i pass them, sometime i dunn even noe they are sec 3 Lols, well, if ue ask me, THEY ARE BAD PEOPLE!!! WHO DUN LISTEN TO HEALTHY MUSIC!!! hahas, well nowadays its just pop or rock, if ue ask me how long i spent with music a day, lets calculate!
i wake up at 6.00-30,
then i leave home about 7.12,
7.12~7.30 i listen to ipod,
reach sku sing national anthem and some christian song, MUSIC
when people giving devotion,( some talk about christianity ) im memorising MUSIC
when we are dismissed to go class, i sing song and walk,
reach class sing
in class sing
recess sing and eat
after recess sing
after sku sing
hang out after sku sing
head home listen to ipod,
reach home on laptop listen to MUSIC!
until about 10, hahas MUSIC MUSIC EVERYWHERE!!!
see my life is pratically about MUSIC! a drop of a pen amuses me, anything that produce sound or music attracts me, hahas well il find something to do now, i found my best frieND! have ue?
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