The world against me,
december 22, 2008, monday,
eh guys! got miss me anot hahahas, its been a long time since i posted , ive been away to do loads of stuff, yup in the end on that day i sang yan se by lin you jia, lots of stuff happen lately, but i can't be bothered with it anymore, yea blame me for it, im lazy and tired, i can't hold on to the weight of all this on my shoulder anymore. its tiring and the word unfair seems to suite me but i dun use it, UNFAIR. do ue really know wat it means? hahas.. ue have seen nothing wat this world can offer and ue call things tat jus happen to ue unfair, thinking about it, i use to shout all my miseries out and say this world is unfair to me, well i try to look at things at other perspectives now, unfair, the first batch of S.A. that came to hogc, 2 backslided, the rest went to f2 well i was the only 1 that was transferred to f1, (unfair???) many of the people who came to church later then me has finish-ed their follow up, well i havent even finished lesson 3 and its been 14 months since im in church, ( unfair???) i keep all MY OWN troubles to myself and i help others solve their problems but no one comes and help me, (unfair???) THEY LET A INDIAN WHO CAN"T SING TO BE A MAIN CAST OF MY SCHOOLS MUSICAL WHEN I WAS IN p6 UNFAIR??? well try to look at things another way, maybe they will help. hahas i no longer lives on my happiness, i live on my smile, someone once told me it was special and then i discovered it my self, smiling has become part of me. well enough of that its been a crazy week and the year is coming to an end, jus 8~9 days away, hahas and the worst part is i havent started on my holiday homework, but nvm, TOMORROW! BY FAITH! I WILL FINISH THEM! lols. yea tomorrow. hahas yesterday went to sentosa with life feed ministry, so now i have 2 ministries! life feed and sound, if i pass my s.o.w. as top 5 students i can go in worship team so yea then i will have 3 ministry, they SHOULD GIVE US C.I.P. hours for serving in church lols. yeayea sentosa was great , but now i look like rudohlp the red nose reindeer lols, sunburn lols. but it was fun WE HAD A LIFE FEED VS PROJECTION and jun zhou was inside projection yay! so i had even more fun! yea, being the joker and the hero hahas, i guess pastor sermon really help the last match of the day was a friendly mix-ed match,my team was getting OWNED it was like 10~3, and we were 3 then i decided to step in , step up, take charge, make decisions and make things happen,i assign people to go the other part of the court and we won 17-20 lols it was a amazing comback. yea then we had dinner at vivo and we went home, so many funny stuffs happen-ed recently i am just so gonna miss holiday hahas, yeap see ue guys real soon if i post tonight, or tomorrow, got s.o.w. see ue guys later.
eh guys! got miss me anot hahahas, its been a long time since i posted , ive been away to do loads of stuff, yup in the end on that day i sang yan se by lin you jia, lots of stuff happen lately, but i can't be bothered with it anymore, yea blame me for it, im lazy and tired, i can't hold on to the weight of all this on my shoulder anymore. its tiring and the word unfair seems to suite me but i dun use it, UNFAIR. do ue really know wat it means? hahas.. ue have seen nothing wat this world can offer and ue call things tat jus happen to ue unfair, thinking about it, i use to shout all my miseries out and say this world is unfair to me, well i try to look at things at other perspectives now, unfair, the first batch of S.A. that came to hogc, 2 backslided, the rest went to f2 well i was the only 1 that was transferred to f1, (unfair???) many of the people who came to church later then me has finish-ed their follow up, well i havent even finished lesson 3 and its been 14 months since im in church, ( unfair???) i keep all MY OWN troubles to myself and i help others solve their problems but no one comes and help me, (unfair???) THEY LET A INDIAN WHO CAN"T SING TO BE A MAIN CAST OF MY SCHOOLS MUSICAL WHEN I WAS IN p6 UNFAIR??? well try to look at things another way, maybe they will help. hahas i no longer lives on my happiness, i live on my smile, someone once told me it was special and then i discovered it my self, smiling has become part of me. well enough of that its been a crazy week and the year is coming to an end, jus 8~9 days away, hahas and the worst part is i havent started on my holiday homework, but nvm, TOMORROW! BY FAITH! I WILL FINISH THEM! lols. yea tomorrow. hahas yesterday went to sentosa with life feed ministry, so now i have 2 ministries! life feed and sound, if i pass my s.o.w. as top 5 students i can go in worship team so yea then i will have 3 ministry, they SHOULD GIVE US C.I.P. hours for serving in church lols. yeayea sentosa was great , but now i look like rudohlp the red nose reindeer lols, sunburn lols. but it was fun WE HAD A LIFE FEED VS PROJECTION and jun zhou was inside projection yay! so i had even more fun! yea, being the joker and the hero hahas, i guess pastor sermon really help the last match of the day was a friendly mix-ed match,my team was getting OWNED it was like 10~3, and we were 3 then i decided to step in , step up, take charge, make decisions and make things happen,i assign people to go the other part of the court and we won 17-20 lols it was a amazing comback. yea then we had dinner at vivo and we went home, so many funny stuffs happen-ed recently i am just so gonna miss holiday hahas, yeap see ue guys real soon if i post tonight, or tomorrow, got s.o.w. see ue guys later.
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