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Monday, September 22, 2008

life, tat simple?

monday september 22nd 2008,

is life really tat simple? i use to tink tat way too, all i tout everyday was to play, i tout study comes later, and by the time im 11, 12 life is like tat -->> play, study, wife, father,old, die. sigh. all i wanted was a simple life, one tats would look like this -->> Grow, find the perfect girl(which is impossible), marry, have 2 children, a boy and a girl, the girls should come out first, coz gals more zhi dong, haha grow old, be a old geezer like wat i am now, then die. sighs.. life now i realise isnt this simple, wei hao asked me, a question, i cant remember wat was it, i tink it was, wat is the things tat attract you in life, i answered, me, family, spiritual family, gans, money, childrens, hahas then he said, focus on them, when ure done, go get a bitch, get her pregnant, have kids. he speaks of it as if it was tat simple,sigh, i answered , i can lose to anyone in fact, everyone, but i will never lose to satan, when im done wif it, i tink by tat time, im ready to die. sighs, anything could happen in the next moment, anything. i mean it, you could die, the next second you could be in an accident, you dun noe and ue wouldnt noe. life is unexpecting, im fully aware of tat , tat wats makes life interesting, can ue imagine, growing up wifout getting hurt, physically and mentally, you mite be in a trauma when get injured next time. ue might go crazy,a person once ask me, why arent ue afraid to die? i answered, why be? why tremble before the devil, if he wants ue, dun give urself to him, fight him, even if it means death. ue wouldnt noe if you would hurt a giant, u wouldnt noe, he can pretend to be fine but actually he's hurt, tats where fear builds up, ure afraid therefore ur mind tells ue all sorts of stupid things, ur gonna die, dun fight him, NO! tat is so wrong, fight him. jus like david did to goliath, WHY? why be scared? when ue noe ue could leave the world any moment, why be emo and dwell in the past when ue can live in the present? every seconds a memory, every min a treasure, every hour a flashback, why? why are teenagers so emo and always like to keep to themselves i just dun get it, sighs, preharps winston churchill was right, mens 2 greatest day is 1 the day they were born and 2 they day they discovered why were they born, why let adults despise us youth, tats the reason why i like hogc, they trust youth, they like youth, they would let youth do anything, thats where ue get fashion sense, thats where ue noe god and experience his presence, all the adults out there is the reason youth are today, they are so ball-less that when they see adult theyre scared, why be? why cant youth be ldrs? why not? what if youth were ldrs? would there be a difference? L.K.Y led singapore at a young age, his now full snowy white hair, yet his not diein but full of wisdom and reasons to live instead, youth can be a leader but the question is if ue were a adult, would ue give them chance to do it? they mite be slow, but a slightest flick on their head could change alot of things. tats the reason i love my family and i will never forget wat my aunt said to me when i was 8. AGE, ISNT, A IDENTITY FOR MATURITY. they trust so much give me so much, yet im slow, sighs, now i beginning to realise it, and im slowing buildin up to be succesful in life but the greatest temptation of us youth, is winnin, i cant lose to it now can i? lazyness is no KICK FOR BRYAN MUHAHAHAHA so here i come final year exam!! I WILL PASS ALL AND KO UE! I WILL K MY BOOKS EVERYDAY! i will pray, because when ue hope for it, then be ready for it to happen. are ue the brave wan? or the coward ?.... youth.

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